is it the truth?? or lies???

he keeps on saying he just got stabbed or jumped or some shit like that and i usto freak out but now im cind of wondering... is he telling me the truth or jst more lies.. doesnt he know that him telling me these things hes hurting me more than ever... im wondering if he knows it will ge him in more trouble if he tells me a lie than if he comes clean... i still do love you babe but i cant live like this... i need you in my life but i dont know if you want me in yours any more..... :'(

the day

today i went to leaburg with dustin barnes it was amazing we walked down to the fish hatchery and he kept on acting like he was going to throw me in... he RAN down a hill holdin me up, and he chased after me with a bug... (ick), we also had to wake up at like 6:00 and leave to go there at 7ish, we also "tryed" to fish yea we didnt get anything just nibbles here and there. we went to lunch at umm izzies if thats how you spell it...... i miss him already :) <3

im pissed

~-her-~          Your mom had no rite telling me how to raise my kid becuz she didn't raise all of hers. And I'm telling you what everyone up here is thinking including your brother whom your mother DIDN'T raise and my mom did. So before you come at me side ways get your facts straighter little girl and have a nice life! Love  cassandra

 

  ~-me-~         well you freaking no what she didnt come freaking close to telling you how to rais your freaking kid okay thats not her problem not her job not her kid not taking up her time!!! fuck you i dont realy care if she didnt rais him okay maybe she was going through fucking tough times and as you FUCKING SAID IM NO FUCKING LITTLE GIRL!!!

 

 ~-her-~           Lol your a bad teenager thats going to end up just like your mom cross country hoing and having abortions and gving up all of those kids for adoption, how many brothers and sister you think you have lol? you dont know the half of it! And thank god she didnt raise him or he would turn out like you kids! Forget family yours guys part is already to fucked off!;) good luck with the awful mom and worthless suicidal boyfriend little girl!

 

~-me-~              YOUR A STUPID FUCKING HOE YOU NEED TO STOP TALKING ABOUT MY FAMILY!!!! YOUR A STUPID HOE BAG YOU NEED TO GET A LIFE AND HES NOT FUCKING WORTHLESS I LOVE HIM AND THATS ALL THAT FUCKING MATTERS YOU STUPID BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 this was a fight between me and my cousin

 

:)

 Yesterday I wen't over to dustins house and we didn't just watch a movie or anything we wen't to the park held hands swung on the swings and talked I can't believe it we laughed and smiled and started to watch a movie but then it was too bloody so he was nice to me and turned it off. I love him so mutch.



 Today I  was all happy and shit and I was painting and the paint got all over and now all MY things have like paint splatter and hand prints on it. :) Its amazing.....

wow

      I went over to dustins house today and it was amazing we went to the park and we were actually talking to eatchother! I forgot what about but yea I asked him if his mother liked me and his response was that she hated me because he would tell me he loves me but he wont tell her he loves her and i think thats funny :). He had his hand resting on my lower stomach and he was just like this highers the temptation. So i think hes ready but im not. I wish i could tell him that i want to but i couldnt even handle him with just his boxers on in his room.... hehe if your reading this "I Love You Babe!" :)
     AHHHHHH!!!!!!


                               "I'm So Fuckin' HAPPY!!!!!!"   
     :)


                                                                         -Lola In Love!

sad

im sorry i wish i could be a better girlfriend i wish you would talk to me.
 sorry sorry sorry

my first blog!!!! :)

well this is the first time i have posted for your information this blog will be about a teen age girl that goes through sad embarresing funny and happy times in her confusing life if you like funny crazy and wierd stories then you will like this blog.......
       boyfriends dieing,
       have enemies,
       friends depressed,
       and people peeing on eatchother.....
thats only the sneak peek of her life well right now im eatng a piece of cheese btw cheese is my favorite food :) especialy magical cheese. A little bit about me...... as you know i like cheese, im not single my boyfriends name is dustin, my bestfriends name is bree, my favorite colors are green, purple, and black. I have bolth mother and father i have one real brother and three step brothers, one real sister and one step..... the step sister I don't know where she is and its a long story...... I miss all my old frends from blaine washington... I haven't seen my cousins for about i don't know maby five or six years.. I miss them soo mutch, I love you all.... well got to go bye


                            P.S.  if you want to know more about my step
                                    sister all you got to do is read my next
                                   blog. :)